every1hasproblems

and you're sitting in your room thinking of what went wrong and the tears are escaping as you scream out loud and nothing's gonna help you now you're at the end, and you're writing your own story who knew tragedy could feel so real and you wake up in the morning not knowing what to do you open up the curtains expose yourself to the sun but the sun can't help you now hell grows around you and there's no way to get out you're walking through the park it's a rainy afternoon you meet a boy and think, "well, maybe it'll be okay soon." and you're walking to your house door and realize you're locked outside this life is nothing

and i feel so broken without you i wish this was simpler to do. i have to say goodbye tonight i wish i was stronger so i couldwin this fight. and i wish i wouldn't push you away, but it's all i can do for myself today. i wish i could let you stay, but i can't... and i don't know what you want me to stay. and these torn up letters, this broken heart. say goodnight, i'll say goodbye. tonight i'm going for a walk to think about a boy, i've refused to keep. this story will be put to sleep. please don't come around anymore, my tears are dried, my heart is sore. please know you're not to blame, it's my turn to be ashamed. i can'

And the tunnel seems so far away from me, and I can't wait to go through it. Mommy says that I'm crazy because I like darkness. And daddy says I should grow up. But I won't listen. I'll sit there and stare out the window. There's nothing to do. And mommy turns up the radio real loud, so she won't have to hear my dad. Another memory I wish I never had. And life is pretty misleading, and fights can be revealing. Mommy says that I should roll up the window, she doesn't want her ears to pop when we pass the tunnel. But I don't want to, maybe I can steal some darkness and take it with me. My mom says it's a horrible idea and to roll up the win

and it just seems like this life isn't worth living you give a person your word and they give you theirs but the promise isn't fulfilled and your heart is left so broken. but don't give up now you can make it through somehow no, don't give up right now i'll help you through it i'm not afraid i won't let you fall i'll keep hanging on i'll never let you go, trust me? and it just seems like everything has fallen apart i'll call you, but we tend to talk about nothing at all and i'll lay down on my bed, thinking of fairytales, consuming my head. but no, there's no more fairytales. you don't pick up when i call and you never

it seemed so hopeful, it seemed so right but it's done after tonight. i should've known "we" would never be, it was foolish to think you were more than a friend. so, i hope you're happy. and i don't mean that in a bad way. i hope you're happy, because you found a much better person in her than in me. we used to loose track of time, sitting outside in the backyard, the wind was roaring, and you always blew me away. but no time for regret, i guess it's time to forget. please tell me we're still friends. please tell me we're still friends. and i hope your happy.

and nothing can compare to the nights that we talk til 3 in the morning and the way you read my mind when i don't say anything. and i'm too far down, to reach back up so please just hold me, please just hold me. and when i say i can't do this, please believe me. i'll end up crying, even though i don't want to. please don't tell me you love me, when you never have. please don't tell me you care, i'm not that strong. and you'll never love me the way i want you to.

and today was ending so hopelessly, but it seems it isn't ending as miserably as i thought it would have. and i began my shaking and crying, didn't know what to say, god i was lying... when i said i didn't like you. i wish you'd say you like me too. but there are more important factors than you and me. there's another somebody, and this somebody, is waiting for you. and i'm not going to stand in your way. and today was ending so hoplessly, frustrating, misery. but right now i feel numb.

oh, here it comes again i thought if i got over him it would be over. but then you come along and you're breaking my heart i knew this would happen right from the start. and you're going around like you've done nothing wrong and i can't seem to blame you you don't know after all. and all i wanna do is tell you the truth but i think if i do it'll make it worse and i know it will. i should know not to bring this up but somehow i've gotten caught and i was thinking to myself, i don't like you that much. but it changed somehow and now i can't get you off my mind it seems like i'm just hanging on, no one to grab my hand. so,

I wish i could go back there and listen more closely to the sound of your lips pulling away from mine. and the sound of each breath and each beat of your heart against my ear. i thought i held it so closely then but now after so long i realize i never listened close enough and i never held the feeling close enough and i never kissed your lips hard enough. or maybe i just didnt love you good enough to keep you close to me. maybe if i wouldve tried a little harder and pulled myself a little closer maybe just maybe you would have felt the same. and maybe youd be here now because everyones body

im just another screw up, one more easy person add to your list of mistakes. one more love sick teenager who you've so easily replaced. but i won't be just one more thing to forget. those things i let you do to me, are just more reasons to make living something i regret. I'm just another heartbroken teen, who can't see through guilty eyes, or hear lies through dishonest teeth. you're just another boy who wants to break me down. It's hard to keep it all together, when your feelings are being spun around. Look into my eyes and tell me if this is what I deserve. You tell me that you love me, but that's not what I heard. Whether o

He doesn't seem to see through eyes. He can't even see the love he lives to find. Let's go back in time, pause and then rewind. This boy can't seem to make up his mind. So now in his arms, he'll place thin dark lines. When his friends ask 'are you okay' he'll lie and say he's fine. He's dying to live, but living to die.

Brush your finger across my lips, So I can taste your fingertips. Smile into my line of sight, And stay with me another night. Slide your lips across my neck; I'll be in heaven for just a sec. I'm coming back, I won't be long, Cause I'm not normal when you're gone. Slide your hands all over me. Take me where my eyes cant see. Hold me til the end of night, So each tomorrow's filled with light.

Night Swimming I sit and reflect on the instance we met, the euphoria, the taste of tangerine. The day seems so long ago, yet I cannot get that picture out of my mind. Your golden hair and eyes of diamonds shimmering; beauty can be seen as shallow but in yours I found a place to swim. A new world of happiness awakened that day; sun setting on the old; I swam in the moonlit night finally escaping the heat that only hours ago had been unbearable. Rain whimpers through the night; all the while, swimming consumes me. Breath becomes second to water as the heavens now lack the cool bliss water provides. The longing to go deeper,